He is sleeping in his carseat. A new discovery of mine. He loves it. I do feel guilty not holding him all the  time, but the little bald guy and mommy need a break. I go to the doctor today. I'm going to have my doctor check his bellybutton. The cord fell off a coupla days ago, yet it's bleeding. Not gushing, but enough to stain his clothes. He woke up smiling at me this morning. My heart just sorta oozed all over the bed. Mom came in and offered to take him while I showered. He entertained her with his facial expressions. He smiled a wide toothless grin and when he's unhappy it is the most ugly look.  I didn't think my precious little child could look so unappealing!  It's so funny.

Mom and dad have tapered off in their help. They have gone back to work after the holidays, so it's mostly just me and the kid all day. It's fine, but yesterday I never got to shower and didn't get to brush my teeth until noon. He takes most of my time. I do get a minute to surf the net in between waking moments, or fix myself something to eat, or throw some laundry in. That's about the scope of my world right now. Just trying to exist basically.