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Bobbie: Hello, I am 39 and 18wks along with no bf in sight mine also left but he did tell me he didn't want anymore he had one from someone else and wasn't ready for anymore and I was always told I couldn't have any and really never planned on having a baby. But once it happened I was happy I had been kind of thinking about what I would do and how it would change my life. In the process though or the same week I found out I lost a good job, and alomost became homeless, but a good friend and her husban
Jomoe: I'm 24 too. My first baby. Two months. Just found out my fiance is an addict. Now I'm a single mom. I'm happy to have a baby but sad I'll be delivering alone. I feel so stupid. I feel embarrassed.
used: Hi I'm 7 months pregnant, completely broke and my bf left me for another woman, they made me feel horrible, with lies, threats, and verbal abuse. I can't take it anymore, I even think about ending everything to stop all this suffering
sophia: Im 12 Weeks Pregnant And I Only See My Bf Once A Week I Feels So Lonely At Times. Im 20yrs. Old And Scared With No One 2 Talk With Sometimes What Should I Do. My Bf Doesnt Want 2 Talk About The Baby. He Ismad His Life Is Changing I Feel Like I Could Better By Myself.
Mey: Just stopping by. Hope you are ok
Jenn: Congrats on starting school, my friend! I am sooooo proud of you! Never give up on your dreams, you CAN and you WILL succeed! From this former single mom, current new mom....Happy Mother's Day!
Stephanie: Hi from one blogging mommy to another. :)
Shannon: Just stopping by to say Hello! I hope you are doing well and your little one is quite adorable!
Friendship : Do you enjoy playing games, doing polls and meeting new friends? Drop by and visit sometime!
Amanda: I am very scared of having a little boy all on my own. I am 24 and have almost finished my masters. It is still a scary thing and I hope that I can handle it as well as you have! Your baby boy is wonderful!
Ashley: Just out blog hopping. you have a beautiful little boy! Its exciting to see how quickly they do new things everday. Stop by my journal anytime.
Anne: have a great weekend
Anne: have a great weekend
Nathalie: T.G.I.F Stopping by to wish you an awesome weekend!
Anne: Just came by to say hi
Jenn: Congratulations on your beautiful and healthy baby boy! There is nothing like it! I am so glad the two of you are doing well....you are both in my thoughts and prayers!

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Wednesday, February 8th 2006

9:52 PM

Update

It's been awhile since I posted. Got sidetracked with life. My life has changed drastically in the past month. Some of it real, some of it imaginary. My son has changed me forever and my ex has too. I realize it's completely over now with the ex and I'm trying to move on with my life, completely erasing the part of me that held onto some sort of hope, whatever it was. I don't know myself. There is a certain peace that letting go has given me. I am not sure I will ever be the same. Well, in fact, I know I won't. I won't be the trusting soul I was before and I'm stronger now....and that's a good thing.

My son, well ,he has opened my eyes to the world too. In a whole different kinda loving way. Life is strange. You never get what ya think you're gonna get. But sometimes the trade offs are better than you expected.

 

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