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Bobbie: Hello, I am 39 and 18wks along with no bf in sight mine also left but he did tell me he didn't want anymore he had one from someone else and wasn't ready for anymore and I was always told I couldn't have any and really never planned on having a baby. But once it happened I was happy I had been kind of thinking about what I would do and how it would change my life. In the process though or the same week I found out I lost a good job, and alomost became homeless, but a good friend and her husban
Jomoe: I'm 24 too. My first baby. Two months. Just found out my fiance is an addict. Now I'm a single mom. I'm happy to have a baby but sad I'll be delivering alone. I feel so stupid. I feel embarrassed.
used: Hi I'm 7 months pregnant, completely broke and my bf left me for another woman, they made me feel horrible, with lies, threats, and verbal abuse. I can't take it anymore, I even think about ending everything to stop all this suffering
sophia: Im 12 Weeks Pregnant And I Only See My Bf Once A Week I Feels So Lonely At Times. Im 20yrs. Old And Scared With No One 2 Talk With Sometimes What Should I Do. My Bf Doesnt Want 2 Talk About The Baby. He Ismad His Life Is Changing I Feel Like I Could Better By Myself.
Mey: Just stopping by. Hope you are ok
Jenn: Congrats on starting school, my friend! I am sooooo proud of you! Never give up on your dreams, you CAN and you WILL succeed! From this former single mom, current new mom....Happy Mother's Day!
Stephanie: Hi from one blogging mommy to another. :)
Shannon: Just stopping by to say Hello! I hope you are doing well and your little one is quite adorable!
Friendship : Do you enjoy playing games, doing polls and meeting new friends? Drop by and visit sometime!
Amanda: I am very scared of having a little boy all on my own. I am 24 and have almost finished my masters. It is still a scary thing and I hope that I can handle it as well as you have! Your baby boy is wonderful!
Ashley: Just out blog hopping. you have a beautiful little boy! Its exciting to see how quickly they do new things everday. Stop by my journal anytime.
Anne: have a great weekend
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Nathalie: T.G.I.F Stopping by to wish you an awesome weekend!
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Jenn: Congratulations on your beautiful and healthy baby boy! There is nothing like it! I am so glad the two of you are doing well....you are both in my thoughts and prayers!

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Tuesday, March 14th 2006

11:50 AM

A Deep Breath

  • Mood:
  • Health: improving
  • Weather: rain and cold

Jack is so active and he isn't even crawling yet. He wants my attention constantly and only takes cat naps of late. So, I have very little free time, hence the fewer posts to the journal. When I do have free time I usually spend it catching up on sleep.

Right now he is lying on the bed and any second he is going to whimper for me. It doesn't bother me at all. I love it. I love everything about him in my life. I would like a few extra hours of sleep and some more time to myself, but that will come soon enough. I relish every moment with him.

It is hard being a single mom and it is also very rewarding. There are so many facets to motherhood. I think my girlfriends that are also new single mom's are finding it hard dealing with the father's. I would reccommend to any woman in our situation, to try and leave him out of it. Deal with it later. Enjoy the time with your little person. It's such an adjustment.I realize how delusional I was expecting Jack's dad to come around after he was born. But that's just my opinion. To Jack's dad's credit, he is sending him small checks once a month, with a few toys, clothes and things stuck here and there. Yes, people have their opinions about it, but I'll let them. I know his dad better than anyone and I'll deal with it the way I think is best.

Ok I was interrupted by the little guy and we took a 2 hour nap. Ready to start again on this entry.

I really want to try and stay home with him eventually. If I can only get an online business thriving....I would have to hire someone to babysit at home, but that would be great. There is NO way I could work at home and try to watch him myself. I'm finding that out QUICK. I can hardly make these journal entries anymore.

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