My little man and I had a wONDERFUL FIRST Thanksgiving. He has been banging n my keybard so the "O's " aren't wrking unless I hit REALLY hard. Sometimes the caplock wrks. Great... hehe
I had a final burial tday too. I went through my storage that I rent and found some items I need fOr winter. Along with those items I found a box of keepsakes I had of his father and I, emails etc. frm when we first started dating. I reread over some ofthem, made a few realizations, most ofthem eye openers abOut who he really was and who I was back then... then packed them up again. I'm ready to burn them tommrow. I'm going t do it with a friend. A witness of sorts ...I had such a hard time thinking of even doing that fr sme time. But I'm ready and it feels great. It's a sign that it's all in the past now and I can move on. I think I'm almost ready to be civil to him again...